Montreal in
1967 was an eye-popping city for a young nerdess from Ontario suburbia.
There was the swinging world’s fair “Expo ‘67,” French
joie de vivre done Quebec free-style, and sexy Prime Minister Pierre
Trudeau. But I was there for a serious purpose. I’d come to
the National Theatre School of Canada for classical theatre training.
NTS
accepts just fifteen or so acting students each year, and by audition
only. I was smugly ecstatic to have made the cut.
How do
you make God laugh? Make a plan. After studying Shakespeare and Moliere,
Congreve and Shaw in preparation for a “distinguished stage career,” I
spent the next twenty years mostly on TV: made-for-TV movies, series,
sit-coms, and soap opera. Plus I did over a hundred TV and radio commercials.
To this day, some fellow in a supermarket line or a waitress serving
me coffee will say, “I remember you! The Woolco ads!” I
enjoyed all the TV work. I also did many stage plays. I loved being
an actor.
(I’m glad people now use “actor” to include
both male and female performers. We don’t say “doctoress,
lawyeress, teacheress” so why “actress?” Think the
Academy Awards will ever join the twenty-first century by replacing
the phrase “best actress?” Note: this verbal gripe is notwithstanding
my use of “nerdess” above. As mark Ralph Waldo Emerson
said: “A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds.”)
A few highlights
from my acting days:
“Vanities” with
Dawn Wells of “Gilligan’s Island” (Stage West,
Edmonton)
“Ring
Around the Moon” with Thayer David (Seattle Repertory Theatre)
“A
Flea In Her Ear” with Wenna Shaw (Citadel Theatre, Edmonton)
“Chapter
Two” (Bayview Playhouse, Toronto)
On
the set of “The Campbells” TV series
“High
Hopes” daytime drama series
“High
Hopes” cover of TV Times, with Bruce Gray
“Nuggets” award-winning
children’s TV series
At
home with my daughter and husband (my best role)
In the
late 1980’s I began writing fiction. My first efforts were awful:
pretentious short stories with high-flown language and no point (worse, no
drama.) But I learn fast. I finally wrote a good short story, Nightshoot. It
won 1st prize in the 1989 Dorothy Shoemaker Literary Award Competition. That
same year the Canada Council for the Arts awarded me a grant that allowed me
to take a sabbatical from acting to write my first novel, Heresy.
I’ll
be forever grateful for that support. Like everyone, I hate paying taxes, but
other people’s taxes gave me the break to write the book that launched
my writing career, so to my fellow Canadians I say, “Thank you.” (And
I hope that, in turn, my annual contributions to the public purse are now helping
another fledgling artist.)
I worked
for three years on Heresy, learning as I wrote. (Translation: steeling
myself to hack apart draft after draft until I’d finally crafted
a book good enough to send to agents.) Set in the court of King Henry
VIII, Heresy featured Honor Larke, a (fictional) ward of (the real)
Sir Thomas More. More was a brilliant scholar and a loving father,
but as chancellor of England he banned books and burned men. The story
turns on Honor’s passionate conflict with her once-beloved guardian
as she tries to save More’s victims.
Luckily,
Heresy attracted the interest of Albert Zuckerman, a top New York agent.
Al has been my agent ever since. I can’t speak highly enough
of him. He helps me create every new book, from outline to final draft,
generously sharing his literary wisdom and book-business savvy. There
are two people I rely on to write my novels: Al, and my husband, Stephen.
They both tell the truth, nothing but the truth.
Al sold
Heresy to Penguin USA. They published it under their Onyx imprint,
but not before insisting on a title change. “No one would know
what ‘heresy’ means,” they told me. (At which I thought,
Wow, the dumbing-down of our culture has hit a knuckle-dragging low.)
So, my big-themed historical epic was published as A Dangerous
Temptation with a sweet, romance-type cover, and A
Dangerous Devotion, a sequel
set during the brutal Wyatt rebellion against Queen Mary, came out
the following year with equally sweet cover art.
I decided
to write thrillers. My thinking was: they can’t put flowers on
the cover. Not that I’m bitter, you understand. I’m not
a vengeful person. Although I do confess to wreaking my share of havoc
in my novels. At last count, I’ve killed 27 really nice characters
who weren’t doing a thing wrong, 19 nasty types who were, and
430,000 innocent bystanders. I’ve burned them at the stake and
hanged them. I’ve drained their blood with hemorrhagic fevers,
and zapped their brains with electrical eruptions from space-based
missions gone awry. I’ve tortured them to death and driven them
to suicide. A healthy outlet, don’t you think? But there may
be a price: my husband warns of a purgatory in store for me, where
the souls of all the innocent characters I’ve murdered will hound
me until the end of time.
Warner
Books published my first thriller, Beyond Recall, in 2000 and I was
delighted with the big promotion they gave it. Bus and subway ads in
New York, Chicago, Washington, etc. Full-page ads in Publishers Weekly.
(“Beyond Chrichton, Beyond Cook, Beyond Recall.”) Over
110,000 copies of Beyond Recall have been sold. Warner went on to publish
my next two books, After Shock followed the next year by The
Experiment,
which Publishers Weekly praised as a “…haunting thriller.
Kyle keeps the cinematic action scenes and nail-biting suspense rolling
throughout.”
So, that’s
how my acting career morphed into a writing career. Acting is a cheery
communal enterprise and actors love to be with people. Writing is solitary
work done in a small, silent room. Call me crazy, but I thoroughly
enjoyed the first world, and now I love the second. Of course, they’re
both imaginary worlds, which is darn close to a definition of crazy.
As long as readers like the books, I’ll keep mad-hattering on.